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Poem Index - December 2023
The Last Barbecue, poem by Edward Alport.
Resurrection (after Gustav Mahler), poem by Jeff Gallagher.
The Place Where Pain Lives, poem by Dan R. Grote.
Cracked, poem by Michael Jennings.
Starlings, poem by Michael Jennings.
"a fair grace," poem by Maëlle Leggiadro.
Even When, poem by David Pike.
New World, poem by David Sapp.
A Pebble Then, poem by David Sapp.
Waking Up, poem by Anthony Wade.
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The Last Barbecue
It’s okay to say that it’s still summer.
The trees are silhouettes against the blue,
The blue is still bright enough to hide the stars.
Though soon it will consume the trees too.
Standing here, in a little pocket of heat
By now I have to warm my hands above the grill.
I drink the beer cold. Must be cold. Ritually chill.
My hands would much prefer a cup of tea.
I’m clinging on, only a week since summer was done.
Okay, a month. Time passes or it doesn’t pass at all.
I deny I ever complained about the heat, but still
I cling to it as though it will never be gone.
Edward Alport
Colchester
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Resurrection (after Gustav Mahler)
My beliefs mostly consisted of
avoiding cracks in the pavement
or throwing handfuls of salt over
my shoulder - no amazement
at icons or the familiar
false world religion depicts -
no stirred pride in the priest’s call
to arms or the usual tricks.
I expected the arrival of strangers
after dropping a fork - and shoes
were never left on a table - these
were my signs of the cross - a ruse
to stave off imagined horrors -
the irrational fear - that lingers
in the heart - weapons to defeat
the devil - while crossing fingers.
Then I stood with others singing
the creations of mortal minds -
blank pages etched with emotion
through a common code of signs -
and this passionate immersion
in the interrogation of things
shall see me soar to true heights
on my own self-won wings.
Jeff Gallagher
East Grinstead, West Sussex
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The Place Where Pain Lives
It’s just a haunted house on a dead end street
Somewhere shy of the wrong side of the
Tracks in a part of town you don’t
Want to find yourself walking in after dark.
But, if you are brave enough to
Venture out some night, when all
The ghosts are in, you just might
Hear a lifetime of regret singing
Out a siren’s song, a lonely funeral dirge
Carried on a wind that never changed
And no matter where you are standing
Right there is where you’ll always be
A beating heart you’ve kept boarded
Up like the windows you are terrified
Might give the world a peek inside
An address long since vacant, a
Future that has up and
Moved away.
Dan R. Grote
Waymart, PA
USA
NB: New book of poems by Dan R. Grote, We Are All Doing Time.
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Cracked
You were a nut we couldn’t crack,
your inner thoughts were guarded by a toughened shell –
we got the foliage – the jokes, the tantalising tales,
but wariness prevailed in anything too personal.
Subtly and with practiced guile you had hinted at
a classy flat in town, a busy, lucrative career
which stopped you joining in our lavish leisure time,
and, we thought, caused you without warning, to disappear.
But something wasn’t right. A flashy way of life
was just a front to cover someone so ashamed
to own to poverty and lack of an admired career.
He lived a lie, pathetic, secretive and maimed.
What brutal blow destroyed that hardened shell
we do not know but he escaped that suffocating hell
and like a butterfly released from its cocoon,
encountered freedom and unfamiliar happiness as well.
No raucous fanfare advertised he was around once more,
working as a cleaner at the local hospital
and lading soup to people like himself –
a saint some called him if they noticed him at all.
Michael Jennings
Keyworth, Nottinghamshire
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Starlings
The chattering in the trees has ceased,
and starlings make the sky the grand arena
to make their proclamation wafting
as a grey diaphanous veil swirling
and swept as by an unseen ballerina.
In the language they know best,
in this artistry of sheer delight,
they write “Thank you!” on the still blue
of the evening with the pure joy
of uninhibited, masterfully exuberant flight.
Michael Jennings
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“a fair grace”
this melancholy is a fair grace
after I spent the whole morning lingering
on your sofa with heavy eyes
your smile stretches dreamily
as if the angels have just lured you in
my hand rests closely on the folded sheets
delicately offered for contemplation only
a few inches apart is a tender void
to gap it is to disturb the universe
do you dare disturb the universe?
idle speech shall always deceive
what eager lovers must question
therefore strike measure
in the unmeasurable
erect paper ramparts with a burning match
held tight between your fingers
we’re the steadiest fighters,
resolute to never surrender
but please, tell me
that inside you’re a forest fire
goodnights are spoken with courtesy
but please, tell me
do your dreams of me bear the same chivalry?
Maëlle Leggiadro
London
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Even When
It’s very serious
being serious,
there’s no room for hilarity
or that throwaway stuff,
you must concentrate
upon gloomy matters
that plumb the rough depths
of incredulity
and sound super-intelligent,
even when
intelligence is lacking,
(or unwilling),
you shouldn’t enter
the world of japes
oh no, that would rarely do,
instead, explain
the inner workings
of your brain…
five minutes should do.
David Pike
Camelford, Cornwall
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New World
With a sketchbook
And a pocket full of
Pencils in my only tan
Corduroy sport jacket
(Brown elbow patches
Exceedingly wide lapels)
My first time
At Severance Hall
When I knew
Next to nothing
A guileless young man
New to the city I bought
A $3.00 student ticket
For the front row
(Not acoustically ideal
But I was thrilled)
A peculiar kid I played
My Dvorak George Szell
New World Symphony LP
More than disco or punk –
That same orchestra
Now played for me
And at arm’s length
A weary venerable cellist
White fly-away hair
Flaccid around the jowls
Pausing his tuning leaned
Conspiratorially toward me
And said of my drawing
Grumbling unhappy with
The new fledgling maestro
“You’ll be doing something
Much more interesting”
A guileless young man
I didn’t comprehend then
Now his age the critique
Resonates perfectly
David Sapp
Berlin Heights, OH, USA
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A Pebble Then
A pebble then
By comparison
Once intrepid pilgrim
Lugged from the arctic
By an obliging glacier
Here again is this stone
Dense granite and
Quartz complexion
(Curiously I’ve ignored
The wild violets –
Everywhere ephemeral)
More aptly a boulder
I suppose but not so
Obviously presumptuous
Levered from a field by
A farmer and his horses
Some two hundred years ago
It is comforting to know
This stone hasn’t moved
Since and will reside here
Long after any remnant
Of any memory of me
For at least a little while
Until it hitches a ride
On the next icy express
David Sapp
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Waking Up
Spring and summer mornings
I am enchantingly woken by birdsong,
and digitally fetch up the breakfast papers,
packed still with pages of dead trees
devoted to the preoccupations, the peccadillos
of personalities and politicians
when the world beyond is alarmed
with fire and drought,
flood and drowning,
greed and poverty,
rape and war.
The blackbird noisy
outside my window
is not singing
but shouting
threats of violence,
alarms of danger.
It is awake.
Why do we pretend
to sleep?
Anthony Wade
Midleton, Ireland
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September 2023 (108 editions in total)
56th edition as a webzine, see below.
Poets listed in surname alphabetical order.
For earlier (March/June, plus other poems), see below.
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Poem Index
Your Name, poem by Michael Jennings.
Absent, poem by Michael Jennings.
Not Even Dust, poem by David Pike.
Untitled, poem by Mykyta Ryzhykh.
Shade, poem by Soran M.H.
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Your Name
Your name: it’s quite a common one –
a sound, a line of letters not too long,
and yet it holds the whole of you,
the known, the unknown except to God.
That name projects a disparate response,
and every individual pictures you
according to their disposition and the circumstance
where and when your mystery is viewed.
And there are some, surely quite a few,
where it invades their dreams, disturbs
their sleep, creates unsettlement and
a ceaseless longing lures them into writing verse.
Michael Jennings
Keyworth, Nottinghamshire
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Absent
She worried that her looks weren’t right,
her hair too thin, her skin too dry,
her legs too short, her clothes too tight,
and the present moment passed her by.
She worried that mistakes she’d made
that warranted at most a shrug or sigh,
buzzed like angry bees inside her brain,
and the present moment passed her by.
She worried that she might be sick,
that every twinge a sign that she would die,
that every cough predicted cancer, every tick,
and the present moment passed her by.
The present moment passed her by –
she feared the future, the past with near despair,
when people greeted her with “Hi,”
they found she wasn’t there.
Michael Jennings
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Not Even Dust
Eternity isn’t that long,
being present forever
right or wrong
kicking stuff around
raising dust,
is not achievable,
for ordinary people.
Being ordinary
is common,
or a foregone conclusion,
even for those who think
otherwise.
Time without end
marches on
leaving denizens
and extraordinary folk
behind,
nothing resides for ever
not even dust…
just the ins and out
of a relentless tide.
David Pike
Camelford, Cornwall
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Untitled
strange pigeons
paint the night with their bodies
hungry children
beg while picking up pigeon crumbs
***
a passer-by asks
for the name of the street
but I don't know
and in general it got dark
around after my funeral
***
night sensors go off scale
the bride covered in blood is happy and smiling
bed full of tender flesh
the moon is full of light
the stars are naked and bashful
Мykyta Ryzhykh
Ukraine
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Shade
when night falls
in silence,
the heart fills with rhythm.
Look behind the window:
there is a shadow,
to dissipate loneliness,
it does not sleep…
Even after the vigil surrendered.
***
Morning glow
smiling between hills,
makes your shadow long
on narrow paths,
following you,
but
when you lose the way,
disappears.
***
Before reaching an ambush of spiders
the sun will be behind
and the shadow is longer,
extending in front of you,
before reaching the crowd,
again, it disappears.
You do not know,
maybe
from a far angle
it looks at you furtively.
***
When
your feet tremble,
you fall,
but the shadow
does not fall
***
night will make warriors
fall asleep again,
But the shadow alone does not sleep.
***
Sleep, in those moments that
are behind the window,
dissipating loneliness.
Soran M.H.
Coventry
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Poem Index
Shed Leaves, poem by Richard Dinges, Jr.
If Only, poem by Joanne Holdridge.
Sunday, Sunday, poem by Michael Jennings.
Leaving Work, poem by Tom Kelly.
Unsaid, poem by Tom Kelly.
Learning to glide, poem by Trystan Lewis.
Crack in the Ceiling, poem by Mike McNamara.
Soiree, poem by David Pike.
Clear Out, poem by Gordon Scapens.
Celebrity, poem by John Short.
There Before Us, poem by Dr. Roger G. Singer.
Conundrum, poem by Anthony Wade.
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Shed Leaves
Held between scut
gray sky and ground,
hardened and dry
by cold wind, trees
gnarl limbs into
fists and fingers,
bereft of leaves
for another season,
dare me to question
their place held
firmly, cast shadows
across my path,
their trunks a sold
resolve against
my steps that crush
brittle leaves they
have discarded.
Richard Dinges, Jr.
Walton, NE, USA
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If Only
Clifford was the father I didn’t have
the one I wish I’d had
in life we get the parents we get
don’t get to trade them in for better models
but in art, a poem, a story, in my mind
I’m standing again with Clifford
in his old shop on the Neck Road
it’s winter, late afternoon, close to dark
I’ve left my skis outside, come in
through the side door, shut it quickly
behind me against the wind
he’s wiping grease off his hands
around his cuticles with a rag, looks up
and smiles says my car’s ready, but he wishes
I’d let him pick me up, it’d be no trouble
and would be faster than my skiing
across the lake and through the woods
he asks how Mame’s is, listens when I tell him
nods says he’s never had a bad meal there
propping up the hood, he shows me
how he’s fixed my latest coolant leak
laughs at the little lilac pitcher
I keep in the trunk along with water
and three extra gallons of coolant
then stands outside in the cold
watching while I back out
waves until I’m out of sight
and doesn’t wish me any harm
Joanne Holdridge
Devens, MA, USA
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Sunday Sunday
Those Sundays long ago when shops were closed,
no football ever played, a gloomy silence fell.
A few in posh attire walked up the hill
drawn by the mournful tolling of a bell.
Best behaviour, a constant “no” brought boredom
to a pitch that snuffed out any fun.
Slumped on an outside step with lowered head
in hands you yearned for the following day to come.
What adult took my youthful thoughts
and had them written into law?
I tell you, sir you’ve set a painted lady
where the real one was before.
Michael Jennings
Keyworth, Nottinghamshire
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Leaving Work
running up the road,
Civic Hall clock stuck at some time I ignore.
Heading back to work, that will happen
soon enough, passing the second-hand shop,
seeing my reflection walking through furniture.
What I cannot see in this remembrance
may well feature sometime in the future.
Ahead of me are changes, the list I try to recall
as suddenly it begins to rain and sun smirks
through broken-up clouds
Tom Kelly
Blaydon
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Unsaid
You are wondering what to do,
how to respond, following me,
giving your usual uncertain look,
mouthing, ‘what’s happening?’
I will not list what you endured,
a litany of hardships you can do without hearing.
There is a dewdrop on your nose,
I realise it is winter and seasons are taking second place
to our conversation.
These words are laden with remorse,
‘I love you,’ you never said. I never did.
Now I repeat the words.
Take my hand. I will hold yours.
The past is dead,
this moment is all that matters.
Tom Kelly
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Learning to glide
The warmth of the sun and the strength of the breeze
The air’s not as thin as they’d have you believe
Do you remember the time you left me behind said that I’d never fly?
now I’m learning to glide.
An effortless physical force on the wing
The distant horizon the silence within
I remember the time you left me behind, it was yours and not mine
But now I’m learning to glide.
On eighteen square metres of fibreglass wing
I’m independent as anything,
And no internal combustion engine,
On which I must rely
Now I’m learning to glide.
Rising on the thermals, colliding with cumulus clouds
Feeling the crosswinds and riding the turbulence down
I’m forgetting the time you left me behind and now I know why
I’m learning to glide.
The bank and the roll and the climb and the fall
The sunlight refracts through the canopy wall
I remember the lies, words harsh and unkind but I’ve left that behind
I’m learning to glide.
From five hundred kilograms to suddenly nothing at all
With the smooth flow of air over the aerofoil
Nothing else is required,
And there’s nothing to hide,
I’m just learning to glide.
The warmth of the sun and the strength of the breeze
The air’s not as thin as you made me believe,
And this is the time I’m going to thrive because I left you behind.
And I’ve learned to glide.
Trystan Lewis
Morecambe, Lancashire
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Crack in the Ceiling
This story is based on real events.
Some names have been changed
and some characters and scenes
have been created for dramatic purposes.
But there’s a crack up in the ceiling
where reality seeps through.
Another city. The crowd danced,
clapped, called for more
soaked with sweat we obliged
encore after encore.
Outside the venue
amidst the modern prefabs
and residential streets
an old church could be seen,
its incongruity illuminated by
strategically positioned lighting.
Do not bear false witness.
At night I dreamt in colour
of a town I’ve never known
where I walked through streets
searching to appease some
long abandoned addictions.
Cigarettes, alcohol, powders, pills.
And
of a green field that ran into hills.
I dreamt I would find sanctuary there,
a solitary safety from things I couldn’t name.
Overwhelming fears.
Today
outside the sun is shining.
A bright October morning.
I eat seeds.
Google their nutritional value.
Talk at the tv.
Drink coffee.
A numb restlessness.
Read someone else’s poems
about nature, birds, rivers.
Last night on the way home
from just one more gig
of head down hardline
I saw the moon.
Mike McNamara
Newport, South Wales
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Soiree
She had a distant
look to her eyes,
being physically present
but not really there,
or there by default,
an automatic setting
for such occasions,
when duty called
to do nought,
but appear, glammed-up
to the nines,
not giving a damn
for hideous husbands
or bonkers wives,
there on display
but far away,
passing time.
David Pike
Camelford, Cornwall
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Clear Out
This wardrobe has the secrets
of a life needing first aid,
holds all the heroes I’ve worn out,
with names forgotten,
and reaching for me
from across the years…
I can no longer stretch
what never fitted anyway
and they sit on me
with a fear of failure
like a badly-delivered joke.
Doubts are now answering
my unasked questions.
These faithful remnants
must go to a charity shop
where old heroes sell well,
size being irrelevant
to elastic clientele.
Then stumbling on ordinary feet
through self-made delusions
I’ll appear at the front
of my own life parade
only to learn the world is rigged
to dress in clichéd fashion.
Gordon Scapens
Penwortham, Preston
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Celebrity
At the careers session
he'd voiced a desire to sell
shampoo in a shiny suit.
Music was never his thing,
just a fake passport
to the limelight he craved.
He's not the perfection
that we witness.
He's had assistance
from experts who ensure
it all slots into place.
Talk of an actual person
spotted in Tesco
choosing kitchen paper
you could in theory touch him
and deconstruct the aura;
take it apart
like a watch and see
how the magic evaporates.
John Short
Lydiate, Liverpool
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There Before Us
each year
a roadside meadow
bordered by stonewalls
breathes out a harvest of
wild flowers and weeds
sharing soil and space
rain and wind
seasons of change
providing evidence
of a glorious gift
Dr. Roger G. Singer
Ocala, Florida, USA
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Conundrum
When I was young we were taught
to recognise and fear danger, and so
to climb preferably stout-limbed trees
and only as high as nerves permitted.
Now the teaching is to recognise
and to fear all real or possible risk,
and so to climb only safe indoor walls
supervised and with lines attached.
Yet risk is inherent in living so is
the lesson to fear living itself?
And if such teaching is accepted
can we ever again be free?
Anthony Wade
Midleton, Co Cork, Ireland
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Posture, poem by John Grey.
The Problem With Despair, poem by Joanne Holdridge.
September Rain, poem by Dominic James.
Theft, poem by Michael Jennings.
Rattle and Hum, poem by Gary Lechliter
Everything was this Moment, poem by Kevin McManus.
Alas, No More, poem by David Pike.
Buying Laughter, poem by Gordon Scapens.
Apocalypse, poem by Anthony Wade.
Paying The Price, poem by Anthony Wade.
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Posture
To experience the power of discipline,
he ordered the class to adopt
his idea of the perfect seating posture.
That’s why we all sat in class
like our great grandparents
posing for an ancient daguerreotype camera,
with faces blank,
feet flat on the floor,
hands pressed just above the knees
and spines as straight as prison walls.
“Now don’t you feel better,”
he would say from time to time.
“You can breathe more easily.
You’re alert.”
We were none of these things.
We nodded in agreement anyhow.
The perfect posture
did wonders for a corrupted reflex action.
John Grey
Johnston, RL, USA
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The Problem With Despair
is that it clouds vision
has its own unmapped geography
no GPS, compass points
celestial navigation possible
to chart your way back
easily vast enough to lose
your way, keep you
from returning to who
you once believed you were
wider and deeper
than the sea the distances
between mountain peaks
despair is the sky
knocking you flat
on the sidewalk
and then standing on your back
to keep you from
getting up or walking away
but if you turn your head
on that concrete pillow
open your eyes to what’s there
pebbles, a puddle, red maple leaf
soggy black child’s mitten
pink lump of bubblegum
there is even in small
often unnoticed things
the depth of your breath
traveling through every
cell in your body
reason enough
to open your mouth
and sing, it’s what we hold
in us, love enough to remember
that knows not just the words
but the melody too and that beat
beat beating of hurt and heart
Joanne Holdridge
Devens, MA, USA
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September Rain
Autumn dawn. Morning starts. Behind
the windows blind rain’s connection
to the land – even older than our own –
declares wet precedence. Its topography’s
invention planned in drops that shape
and join the sloping roofs and trees
as ground reverberates.
A rush of gutter talk.
I’m woken by the rain.
Its mounting energies create
a hiding place, the shelters ripe
for cave dwellers, like us, peeping
from our secret lairs. Aren’t we all
as such, small creatures staring out
on mysteries of downpour? Well,
sound lifts. Rains stop. In leaf tap,
pigeon note and sparrow song, light returns,
the London train come chuntering.
Familiar strong scents of earth and plant
abound, enrichened by a passing rain
that we were bound to find enlivening
after these months of too hot sun
in a temperate zone like England.
Dominic James
Chalford, Gloucestershire
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Theft
When I stole that apple from the costermonger’s barrow
and boldly bit into its crisp and juicy flesh,
I didn’t hear, an indeed it wasn’t clear,
The creaking of foundations – the cosmos in distress.
Michael Jennings
Keyworth, Nottinghamshire
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Rattle and Hum
Hearing Aids rest on top of my ears
with fish line curved like half-moons
holding them firmly in place.
Now and then, they rattle and hum,
like gremlins rosining their bows,
calling for minor adjustments.
And that’s how it is, like it or not.
Everything worth hearing goes on
through the stirrups and canals.
There’s something about the need
to amplify my world, the call of
a cactus wren, the whine of traffic
that I don’t need to explain or be
ashamed of, because we get old,
and the city we live in is older.
The birds continue to call at dawn.
Our dog barks when the doorbell
rings, and boys with the need for
validation roar their tailpipes
in the desert darkness, past our
house and on through town.
Gary Lechliter
Las Cruces, New Mexico
USA
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Everything was this Moment
The white sash window was open slightly,
it was early May.
The net curtain waltzed back and forth
like the swash and backwash of a wave,
as the early, fresh and clean Summer air
flowed in.
It was quiet, almost silent apart from
birdsong from the tree in the garden and
the flutter of the green leaves.
The afternoon light that shone through
the curtain landed on a spot on the brown
flower-patterned carpet.
Everything was in harmony,
everything was this moment.
Kevin McManus
County Leitrim, Ireland
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Alas, No More
On the A39,
between St. Kew Highway
and the Wadebridge reveal,
at a bend in the road
on the offside, flattened,
and ingrained to appeal
reside the remains
of a desiccated snail,
that had once been
alive,
but after being run over
by a Vauxhall Nova
failed to be so.
David Pike
Camelford, Cornwall
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Buying Laughter
Beach walking, holding hands,
winter’s grip not quite released,
the sun not yet urgent,
we smile at the elements.
I want to stamp the day
with an easy bravado
to try and impress you,
even after all these years.
Discarding shoes and socks
I rush the waterline,
grim artwork of rubbish
and seaweed embellishment,
and hit the blade of the sea,
a shock that reaches
right through my body,
a lesson in miscalculation.
I retreat rapidly, my face
a tell-tale exclamation
that you find humorous
and meet me with a hug.
Laughter is always worth buying.
Gordon Scapens
Penwortham, Preston
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Apocalypse
With the waning sun
comes a Death-bringer
to break edifices,
raze settlements,
sunder families,
remorselessly scatter whole tribes,
indifferent or unmindful
of the immeasurable
numbers forced to flee,
fated to perish
of cold or famine
when winter rapidly advances.
Sacks of leaves now gone
to the composter,
the gardener tidies tools
and surveys,
with satisfaction,
a garden now tidied for winter.
Anthony Wade
Rostellan, Midleton
Co Cork, Ireland
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Paying The Price
The family drive to the shore,
happy children playing and paddling,
lifelong memories stored,
a price worth paying, one might think,
in microscopic particles unseen in the air,
in the smell of life-shortening nitrous gases.
But the quick click on the unmissable bargain
that seductively pops up on the smart device
and brings the diesel van hurrying to the door?
Anthony Wade
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The fishbowl on top of my head, poem by Jodie Iveson.
As Light as Air, poem by Dominic James.
The Same Age, poem by Tom Kelly.
I dreamed our children, poem by Tom Kelly.
Torrent, poem by David Pike.
Timothy, poem by David Sapp.
Casanova, poem by John Short,
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The fishbowl on top of my head
The fishbowl sits on top of my head.
My own personal, portable aquarium.
Too shallow to drown,
Too deep to swim.
Looking through a very dirty window,
I can make out the noises,
I can make out the shape of words,
I cannot make out their meaning,
I cannot make out their reasoning.
The fishbowl sits on top of my head.
It fills up with water when I stand in a crowd,
It drains when I find my exit.
It bubbles to a fog when I speak my mind,
It calms when I bite my tongue and close my eyes.
The fishbowl on top of my head is my biggest burden,
And my greatest relief.
Frosted glass as my own social shield.
The fishbowl sits on top of my head and I wish it would never leave.
Jodie Iveson
Loughborough, Leicestershire
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As Light as Air
A touch, as if by accident,
his hand dropped from the bar,
two fingers glanced
against your calf,
so natural, familiar,
among the office staff
penned in,
a coincidence of timing
and you, that night,
your legs were bare
only, it was winter
and they weren’t.
A moment of sensation
lit by one accord,
exciting and surprising too:
the start of the affair.
Dominic James
Rack Hill, Chalford
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The Same Age
‘Am I being punished?’ She says.
And this is what she believes.
Not accepting her too easy falls,
bruises along her arms, dark question marks
telling the tale.
Shuffling slippers, not using her walking stick,
pride coming before another fall.
‘Why is this happening’? She asks.
Forgetting her age, running steadily to a century
as we march towards the exit.
Tom Kelly
Blaydon, Tyne & Wear
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I dreamed our children
were still home and I was
listening at their doors
for signs of breathing as cars
rustled up the bank.
Our cats are gone,
no longer doorstops.
Grandchildren at the planning stage,
we are alone with the house creaking
one-sided conversations.
The moon is sitting above the house opposite.
I was not anxious but concerned,
hoping the earth will revolve as
each one sleeps and
in their future.
Tom Kelly
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Torrent, early November 2022
Rain, rain and
more rain,
stair rods of the
stuff – pelting down
but allegedly not enough
to drown
summer’s dust
and infuse the baked crust
of depleted reservoirs.
“Use water wisely,”
a cry in the rain
as November watches
thousands of gallons
go down the drain,
but alas, it’s not enough
to dissuade
the liquid loss
and summer’s drought,
and still it rains
it rains, it rains…
David Pike
Camelford, Cornwall
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Timothy
In 1970 or so
Easily he could be
Jean-Francois Millet’s
“The Sower”
An anonymous
Peasant immortalized
(And idealized in my eyes)
In a much too
Elaborate frame
A remnant of the
Nineteenth century
My grandfather
The old farmer
Was a romantic
He left his decrepit
Wheezy tractor
And rusting grain drill
In the machinery shed
Preferring a quiet walk
On a warm June morning
Through the dew
In overalls and straw hat
He moved across the
Hayfield seeding timothy
Amidst the lush clover
A cloth grain bag
Slung over his shoulder
He dipped his hand
In the seed and swung
His arm scattering
Rhythmically to and fro
As if he stepped
From the painting.
David Sapp
Berlin Heights, OH, USA
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Casanova
He maintains the weights
and the much younger woman
but clueless on modernity,
at sea with buzzwords
and dialogues of the day.
Still stubbornly insists
there are two genders
and all the rest is aberration:
symptoms of a deep confusion
in dysfunctional times.
She has to teach him
how to handle smart devices;
his nose usually in a book,
he thinks she’s the only blessing
from the last twelve years
as he clunks home on a hybrid
that’s seen a quarter century of road.
Flexes biceps in the mirror,
a faded suggestion of six-pack.
John Short
Lydiate, Mersyside
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Poem Index
Lamppost, poem by David Pike.
Just Call Me Faust, poem by Dan Grote.
When I'm Gone, poem by Gordon Scapens.
No Good No Bad, poem by Carla Scarano D'Antonio.
Pristine, poem by Carla Scarano D'Antonio.
Mental Hack, poem by Fiona Sinclair.
Empty Streets, poem by Dr. Roger G. Singer.
I Wish I Was On It, poem by William Wade.
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Lamppost
If I win the lottery
I will go berserk, I’ll lash out
and buy a new set of remoulds
for my car, plus a bag
of liquorice allsorts
and perhaps a new plastic sandwich box
you know, of the classy type,
or is that going too far?
And on top of this
to maintain marital bliss
I’ll purchase a tiny
designer dog,
a yapper, snapper, crapper
that serves no purpose
other than to be seen
peeing up a lamppost
in a diamante shower,
plus a host of similar gifts
to treasure for what
they are.
Remoulds, lower priced car tyres
David Pike
Camelford, Cornwall.
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Just Call Me Faust
Either the Devil is a fiction
or that my life is truly worthless
is a fact.
Every night I pray, not to save
my soul, but to try and sell it,
no such luck.
No cloven-hoofed, red-complected
fire and brimstone scented spiritual
speculator has shown
Up to so much as kick the tires
of this tired life and offer up
temporary success in
Exchange for an eternity in
fire, and I’ve been standing at
this fucking crossroads
Like a modern-day Robert Johnson
with a typewriter where a guitar
should be, waiting
For a dotted line that I could
sign and to seal the deal with
a drop of blood and
Toast of bourbon, but the days
passed with nothing and I’m
left to slash my price like a wrist,
The World’s Worst Salesman,
trying to peddle something I
can’t give away.
Dan Grote
Chicago, Illinois
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When I’m Gone
When I’m gone
don’t feel your tomorrow
will only be a time thief
or that the world
is going to let you
fall through its cracks.
Take your attitude
for a long walk,
give it a good talking to.
Assemble your needs
and put them on stand-by.
Admit they’re important,
place them on a pedestal
and read them their rights.
Your vulnerability
can be a speech
you make with your eyes
and someday, somewhere,
someone will ask your name
and mean every word.
Just acknowledge I’m gone,
your sky is swept clean,
and that there’s a beginning
after the end.
Don’t drown in a question.
Swim in an answer.
Gordon Scapens
Penwortham, Preston
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No Good No Bad
We were taught to soften our voices
to avoid bullocks or shit,
to keep our eyes straight or down,
don’t look upwards to the sky.
Astonishing the first time I saw the sea,
light exploding in shattering waves.
Quicksilver emotions grew up inside,
others saw stigmata.
I felt opened up to wet realities,
other scenarios with ferries, trains,
foreign cities.
This was bad,
so I hid my tender core
I sifted myself so fine, like powdered snow.
Now I want to spend my time outside,
cursing, surviving spells,
offering.
Carla Scarano D’Antonio
Chobham, Woking
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Pristine
To my grandma Conforta
I would like to paint the smell of clean laundry
in the hospital basement where you used to work.
Wet on wet, the white stripes and lavender dots of the clean sheets
under the ironing roller,
the colours running loose,
the whirling sound of the washing machine always going.
Your confident hands showed me how to iron pillowcases
fold straight blankets and towels.
I was thrilled to be busy and useful.
And if I speak of your dedication to the family
even when life wears you down
tatters your clothes
and new ones cannot replace what is lost.
Your body capable of creating hope
in the zigzagging of life, blurred patterns.
Carla Scarano D’Antonio
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Mental Hack
I assumed my parent’s legacy would be
death to feel my collar prematurely.
Inhabiting a body with a talent
for false alarms meant expecting the worst
became my best defence.
And middle age was an exotic destination
I never expected to visit.
But in my 50s you hand brake
turn my life, and giddy with fun
I take my eye off the future, feast on the now,
dampened fears only occasional flaring,
you might be more trickster than saviour.
60th year all adventures are quarantined.
I kick around the days,
until pandemonium in my head,
not the virus but every twinge
whispering waking disease
that I am de-skilled at managing now.
To mark the day, pillion on your motorbike,
the scenery rushes by like life post 40.
Suddenly achieving sixty seems
remarkable as all the other ways
I have outstripped my parents.
Then the gift of a mental hack,
Everything now is extra.
Fiona Sinclair
Boughton under Blean
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Empty Streets
I hear hounds
howling
and windmills
slowly grinding
bitter rust
a porch light flickers,
as moths circle
above dusty chairs
there’s an
upstairs light,
someone passes by,
casting a shadow
nearby
steel wheels of
boxcars
promise safety
and a soft
wooden floor
to the next place.
Dr. Roger G. Singer
Englewood, Florida, USA
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‘I Wish I Was on It’
Like shape-shifting shadows
We gathered at the concrete sheds,
Jittery from the cold.
Sheltering from the damp winter darkness,
We shrouded our teenage fears
With jokes and jibes and stories of bravado.
The lazy graffiti of other tribes
Daubed broken hopes across our eyelines.
Twinkling reds broke the overhead view;
A plane in flight
To somewhere other than here.
‘I wonder where it’s going,’ I said,
As we continued our heavenward stare.
‘I don’t know, but I wish I was on it,’ he replied with a sigh
That betrayed years of household harm.
And we stood in silent solidarity,
Cold in the obscure night,
While inside, for a moment, we dared to believe that
Some distant day we might escape.
That one of us might be on it.
William Wade
Goffs Oak, Hertfordshire
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Poem Index
Not Enough, poem by Holly Day.
The Bird Man, poem by Holly Day
Another Ending, poem by Richard Dinges, Jr.
History Repeats, poem by Dan Grote.
Memory, poem by Michael Jennings.
Joyriding, poem by J L M Morton.
The Strand, poem by David Pike.
A Vast Perhaps, poem by Gordon Scapens.
Gospels, poem by Ian C Smith.
Mourning Dove Cooing, poems by Soran M.H.
Every Other Man, poem by John Tustin.
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Not Enough
We meet for coffee as we have for so many years
this old friend of mine, we don’t meet as much as we used to
when we both had small children and had nothing to do with our days
except change diapers and garden and gaze longingly out the window
out at the rest of the world. There are words we’ve learned to avoid using
around each other, because some words make my friend think
of the daughter she lost so many years ago, and some of her words
make me remember the dreams I had for myself when we’d first met.
I need more people who are as careful with me as she is.
There was a time when every conversation we had
led to her crying over details of seeing her daughter in a coffin
the memorial gardens that kept springing up all over her yard
the one she dug out and planted at her church
always ended with her holding my hand and squeezing it so tight
so unbelievably tight. I don’t even remember the things I told her
I wanted, I know I told her I wanted a lot.
Here we are, two old ladies having coffee
at the same spot we’ve met at for so many years
hiding out from our husbands and the noise in our lives
picking up our conversations right where we left off
the last time we spoke.
Holly Day
Minneapolis, MN
USA
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The Bird Man
There was once an old man in my neighbourhood that was always being followed
by flocks of birds, he stuffed his pockets with birdseed every morning
left a trail of seeds wherever he went, he looked like an angel with those great wings
always settling around him, almost on him, just inches from being truly domesticated.
He was tanned and gaunt and had a long, white beard, seemed almost biblical
in his disdain for weather-appropriate clothing and sensible footwear.
Someone said he had cancer, and that’s why he was so thin,
he had decided to spend the little time he had left
feeding and talking to birds, but someone else said
he lived on birdseed and sunshine and orange juice,
and that’s where he got his energy from
he hardly ever needed to sleep.
I used to see him every morning a little after sunrise, when I was riding my bike to school
he’d smile and raise his hand a little as if required to acknowledge me
and I’d raise one or two fingers in response as I hurried to make it to class on time
until the day he didn’t show up, and didn’t show up the next day, either,
and someone said he’d been found on the beach, covered in seagulls
it was such a gruesome way for such a gentle man to go, they said, but I think
they were just taking him up into the air with them, one little piece at a time
because that was all they could carry, since they were, after all, just birds.
Holly Day
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Another Ending
Dead trees sprout birds
from shattered tips
of barkless limbs,
fingers clenched against
a steady wind
that sweeps dry leaves
and dust into
a scattered cloud
that echoes a sky
stretched too tight
between horizons
devoid of anything
green to filter
my sense of longing
for summer now gone.
Richard Dinges, Jr.
Walton, NE, USA
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History Repeats
Alone in this cell, middle of the night,
memories drift like messages in bottles,
waiting on wishes we’re taught to call
prayers, pleas for help offered to The Dark.
The years fall away with no answers.
Life is just dying to believe in something,
waiting on an echo, and answer from The Void.
Just how long will this silent treatment last?
And do us both a favour: just save the
whole “faith is belief in things not seen” line
for amateurs, the ones not yet beaten
down, not yet jaded, those naïve and unscarred.
The failures of my worldly father have done
much to prepare me for the abandonment and
shortcomings of a Heavenly One who has
given me the will to fail quite freely,
No hard Feelings. You see, I think
I finally understand.
Dan Grote
Chicago, Illinois, USA
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Memory
In conversations memory let me down –
the books I’d read, things said to me.
Sometimes a prompt would bring them back
and sometimes not, but every word, or frown,
or smile, the flicker of an eye, or crack
of thunder, had changed my life to some degree.
I’ve forgotten almost all of them – my memory is me.
Michael Jennings
Keyworth, Nottingham shire
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Joyriding
Swaddled in the consolation of soft foam
at the economy carwash, the sputter
of a Volkswagen Beetle catches my ear
and I’m back at Little Haven, summers ago
picking lobsters from the fishmonger’s tank,
their blue bodies like small cars articulated,
brake cable antennae, the spoilers of their tails.
How we agonised over preparing each twitching carapace:
freeze to unconsciousness and stab in the cross
or boil to death in cold blood.
After the killing, we feasted with animal hands,
wine glasses smeared with aioli. We
clinked and sucked at claws, inhaled the sea
salt steam, flicked the embers
of cracked shells off our fingers. Our mouths thick
with meat and adventure. Oh, how we ate
and all just for kicks – at ease with our indignities.
As the air drier comes at the windscreen head-on,
how I feel it – my hunger. The hunger of not feeding for years.
J L M Morton
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The Strand
Shuffling along
the pair of them
him bent over, hunched
inspecting the ground,
her, shorter
making no sound
towing a small brown dog
alive, but resembling
a stuffed toy, at heel
trundling on
as if on wheels.
Their clothes are dated
but that doesn’t matter
you could say faded
jaded, not smart
and lacking appeal to anyone
other than themselves,
plodding on
in the bustling seaside town
of bright summer apparel
and seasonal vim and vigour,
they ghost around
unnoticed by most
as people kaleidoscope
in and out of focus
talking, squawking
with endless chatter;
they are together,
their mottled skin resembling
faded leather,
breathing the air
walking the strand.
David Pike
Camelford, Cornwall
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A Vast Perhaps
Stand on the beach,
salt riding on the wind,
and look the incoming sea
straight in the face.
Let its moving tongue
explain the loneliness
of perpetual travelling
in search of a role.
Understand how anger
can swallow the land,
how its passion smothers
what it gets close to.
Spot the aggression
it tries hard to conceal
lurking under the surface,
and its desperation to be
just considered a friend
to all who meet with it.
Here is a reminder
there are traces of all of us
and our place in the world.
Treat the sea’s edge
as a new knowledge of reality.
Gordon Scapens
Penwortham, Preston
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Gospels
I know even as they slam their car doors,
man in suit, close-shaved, with a fat briefcase,
woman dressed as if from a tale of yore,
a support player, obedient, chaste.
I know when he shall switch to the action,
wait while he witters on about weather,
spurn the concept of angels’ great feathers.
My bedevilment cues his spiel’s traction.
She asks if reading is an interest.
I preach reverence of sacred authors
absent from the pantheon of their blessed,
pity this alchemised adult daughter.
They bestow bumf with condescension,
wider reading my means of ascension.
Ian C Smith
Sale, Australia
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Mourning Dove Cooing
The Mourning Dove has flown away
from the misfortune of the seasons
I saw one today
on her flight to exile
as if she is the one
landing every morning
on the window of a broken heart
and sadly crooned her rhyme
Soran M.H
Coventry
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Every Other Man
I am every other man;
Neither repulsive nor pleasing to the eye,
I am in debt but I have a place to sleep.
I would be content to live a small life
If I could have just a few around me,
Living their own lives as big as they can.
I am every other man:
Aging gracelessly,
Shedding the skin of anger
With the skin of acceptance now shining.
No longer waiting for the angels to descend
And perch outside my window
But waiting for something more certain
And certainly more sinister.
I am every other man:
Accepting love wherever I can
And not needing to wash more than one fork,
One spoon, one glass, one knife, one plate
Night after night after night.
I am every other man:
Ground down by the boot
Meant to trample most of us.
Writing words for myself,
Sticking them in my coat pocket.
Whispering words to myself
Into my coat sleeves.
Crying tears into a dish that sits outside
A window she never opens.
I am every other man:
Trying, yes, but also waiting.
Waiting the way an insect waits
In the struggle of the spider web;
Fighting because it must
But resigned to the probable conclusion.
The sinking fangs painful
But familiar.
John Tustin
Myrtle Beach, SC, USA
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Dry Spell, poem by Frank De Canio.
New Road, poem by Robert O. Harris, Jnr.
Like Finding New Oceans, poem by George Cassidy Payne.
A Dream of Leaving, poem by Robert Pfeiffer.
Rush Hour, poem by David Pike.
Going To A Christmas Church, poem by Anthony Wade.
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Dry Spell
The devil sends visions of a windfall
harvest so that the season’s crops seem pale
amidst lustre. Later he’ll rescind all
His promised gleanings and send us a bale
of hay to gainsay the abundant yield
we’d hoped for. Friends conspire with our dreams
of celebrating on a teeming field
until, despite hope, the sterile earth seems
worse than before. Though planning for the fruits
of our labor, we’re left with wasted seed.
More harsh than flooded plains are withered roots
that mock ambition’s enterprising need.
And what were once just fallow strips of land
appear as desolate as desert sand.
Frank De Canio
Union City, NJ, USA
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New Road
When you told me about the new road
and the coyotes with their
homeless look of horror and confusion,
the furrow in your brow
was so new and deep
like the new road displacing your friends-
I had to stop and avert your eyes
for my own fear’s sake,
realizing your loss.
Robert O. Harris, Jr
Cedar Hill, Texas, USA
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Like Finding New Oceans
as a trumpet vine grabs
onto every available surface,
on arbors, fences, telephone poles,
and trees, you wrapped your tendrils
into my yellow throat and made the world
feel closer than it ever has. Unmediated
by the veil of what we think we know,
I kissed you. Together we became unfamiliar.
George Cassidy Payne
Rochester, NY, USA
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A Dream of Leaving
I only ever dreamed of leaving.
My cul-de-sac’d childhood in Rockwood
was lovely, if only for a year or two
before we packed up and moved on, again.
We were always going, it seemed –
Sao Paulo, Tokyo, yo-yo-ing back and forth
between the States and the whole world.
But Rockwood seemed like ever after.
Our house was first on the right when the road
bubbled out like a cherry from its stem.
From our front porch, I could see the tracks
where each night, a freighter lumbered
around a hillside, the cone of headlight
vanishing along the dark track to somewhere.
And beyond that, the sound of the road –
cars rushing at all hours, the on-ramp to I-95 –
Philly, New York, Boston – towering
smoke-shrouded cities from the movies.
From the furious pedals of my dirt bike,
I would look up on bright, clear days,
trying to stretch the depth of the sky.
I remember once, a jet flew overhead
low enough to see the individual ovals,
and behind each, a human on their way –
the aisle seats full, peanuts and sodas,
over patchwork fields, broad oceans,
banking into the magic of distant time zones.
And if I hopped the back fence my dad built,
past cattails and dwarf pampas into the woods
there was a creek I waded into up to my knees.
The water would flow east, towards the sunrise
that had already disappeared forever.
I’d stand there with my jeans pulled up
for what seemed like hours, listening
to the great cacophony of bugs and birds,
of cars and planes and trains, of children
screaming their way through games they invented.
The water would slide around my legs,
over smooth stones and, soon as seen, gone.
Once, alone, in late August, at dusk,
standing in the creek, the sound of geese
somewhere beyond the canopy of trees
I felt something and looked down –
a small leaf had floated on the current
into my calf, and before I could ignore it,
I saw a leaf-eating beetle in the center.
It was almost as though I was in the way.
So after a moment’s hesitation, I bent down
and lifted the little craft to eye level.
The beetle ticked his legs at me, clear as day,
so I smiled, and set him back on the water.
And now, all these years later, I can still feel
the cool water on my legs, the slick stones
underfoot, the dusk air thick and humid,
can hear my mother calling me back home
from the window in the kitchen, can sense
an understanding moving in like fog –
there may be nowhere better to get to,
but you can always go there, just in case.
Robert Pfeiffer
Decatur, Georgia, USA
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Rush Hour
Clouds of grey
two-stroke smoke,
commuting, mid-week,
steering the sloth
down Botley Road,
hanging on
with fear of stalling,
juddering along
past stationary cars,
hoping the thing would last
before checking out
and falling apart.
The 175cc tin machine,
by its very ugliness
and attempt at functionality
endeared itself to me
by its very basic need
to break down readily,
during 1972…
It was always in need
of something new
a clutch or throttle cable
usually, in the middle of
nowhere, or blocking a queue
of vehicles behind me;
set adrift
on a two-wheeled liability.
David Pike
Camelford, Cornwall
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Going To A Christmas Church
Humanity gathering,
individuals and families collecting
in a larger community congregating
in a old place of sanctuary
anciently imbued with sanctity,
ritual again promising a firm future,
solace sought from inconstant tides,
an ancient cave of smells and sounds,
shoes and boots squeaking on stone,
damp woollen coats shedding
their warm animal smell,
shuffles and coughs slowly rippling
from those who have never
mastered silence and stillness,
the breathy communal voicing of hymns,
known songs of reverence
as comforting as childhood’s rhymes,
ears ringing with the pealing
of mighty unseen bells calling
the constant communicant,
accompanied by the seasonal attendee,
a needed coming together even
with socially prescribed distancing,
a comfort unfound in a video link.
Anthony Wade
Rostellan, Midleton
Co. Cork, Ireland
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